"I will worship while I'm waiting."

‎''there is no circumstance He can't change, no hand dealt to you with which He can't win. . . .''

To some, this would seem trivial.

But, to my heart, it's everything.

And, He is showing me how to stand in the middle of uncertainty...to not be ruled by anxiety... to not try to control what i can't and to not control even if i could...

He is showing me what peace looks like even when it still hurts.

Vulnerability.

Honesty.

Waiting.

Waiting. waiting. waiting. waiting. waiting.

Beautiful mystery.

How can you feel something prophetically and know that because it is prophetic that it's foreseeing yet still feel unsure about what you're feeling because it's not happening yet?!

Today.

2011:The Year for Breakthrough

Today, at 11 am, I have my first sozo in a year and a half. And, if some of my older blog posts might show, it's been quite a year and a half. I'm in need of a clean up...I'm in need of a BREAKTHROUGH. Today will be completely epic. Today will change the rest of my entire life. Today, more than one thing is going to radically shift.